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Hopefully, my parents will realize that they’ve treated me terrible for so long that I couldn’t take it anymore.
They’ll know that I starved myself to death because of them.
I hope it eats them up inside, till they spend every day in regret.
Let’s see what God has in store. (Ps less than 5 weeks until Indonesia/Malaysia!!!!)
Abusive father.
Mother who doesn’t care.
I’m done.
When I die, they will feel bad about how they treated me for once in their life.
In Christ Alone // Kings Kaleidoscope
He is my light, my strength, my song.
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faces of people who know I’m intelligent finding out that I have an eating disorder:
I didn’t get it all out, not even close but still.
I think tomorrow I will pretend to be sick. That way I won’t have to get out of bed/eat.
I am torn between loving my ed because it keeps me skinny and motivated and I’ve gotten so many compliments on my weightloss and hating it because I’m so unhealthy, tired, cold, obsessive and anxious all the time
I’m an awful Christian sometimes, but Jesus is a wonderful Savior all the time.
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IM SCREAMIGN
Sobbing.
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